Thursday, November 6, 2008

That's Stupid.

I had an off day today.
After distributing the papes, (Newsies has my heart) I just felt like I could have continued trudging on through the barely-muddy mud on the ground in my boots for the rest of the day, and boy would I have enjoyed it. I felt strangely liberated, in control even, simply because I was alone in the middle of the day walking through the halls, and it was quiet, and it was serene, and it definitely would have been epiphany inducing had I continued trekking. Unfortunately though, the walk from the F building to the journalism room isn't that long. Boo for following rules.
The fact that I just marveled over walking around school for ten minutes strikes me as silly all of a sudden. I suppose maybe it's not just the simple things that get me then, its the really simple things, so simple in fact that they're almost embarrassing. Oh well.
The rest of my day though, was mostly a downer. I find that I can't maintain even 3 emotions throughout the day, though I'm not sure whether that's because I can't seem to stay upset for long, especially around people, or if it's just because I forget I'm even upset.
If it's the latter I'm pretty sure there's a problem.
So I'm concluding that today's emotions were as follows;
1) tired (It so is an emotion, by the way. especially when it encompasses you.)
2) hopeful/optimistic
3) really really disappointed/angry
4) optimistic again
5) indifferent
6) tired, again.

So maybe some of them are more moods, but same difference.

And lately I've been noticing more and more couples at school. But not just cause they're macking all over the place or an inch away from conceiving a child, actually I've been noticing particular couples because they look so, coupley.
That's stupid.
I mean all of a sudden I'm really seeing guys that genuinely feel for their girlfriends, and sometimes I don't even know these people, I can just tell by the way he holds her face when he kisses her or how he walks back to give her another hug after already saying their goodbyes for 5 minutes.
I obviously need to get a new contact prescription and stop reading romance novels.

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